Well I just am finally dealing with the reality of what my “norm” is within my relationship. My wife I’m 100% positive has HPD. I guess it’s better than when I thought she had Munchausen. Smh.

Just the daily annoyance of knowing she needs help and refuses to get it and that will cause me to be on an infinity loop of constant anger, frustration, resentment and all the rest at her. To just know I have to spend every single day with her being like this 24/7. OMG I wish she would act her age, stop the constant lying and ALWAYS has to be the center of attention or it’s a problem. I want to at times just tell at her to shut the f- up. Stop the bs lying and go sit the duck7j down cuz your not that God dang important!

But I haven’t and I am trying my best not to.